so-called story of my life~

i was blog-hooping just now
*(mg cari nahas tul kan? ada 4 chapter TITAS x start baca lg)

and i caught up something interesting in someone's blog...
i have the same plot he had...
so here's my version...

I'll never believe that I'm a good student...
I'm an average student...
average student who works hard for something...
*(works hard? bole caya ka?? i doubt that too.. haha)
together with my friends, we scored straight 5A's for our UPSR...
and I got an offer to enter a boarding school... Sek. Men. Sains Labuan...
frankly, I was left far behind by all the smart students there...
and I realized I need to do something to catch up...
luckily, I was among those student who scored straight 7A's in PMR...
and my momentum went well as I scored another straight 10A's in SPM (7A1, 3A2)

with that result, I filled up as many scholarship application forms as i could...
including the JPA..
i was on top of the world when i got accepted for the next stage...
during the interview session, i was in the same group with my neighbour cum childhood friend cum ex-classmate... Oliver...
in the group of 8, there were only the 3 of us who really outshine the rest...
some couldnt use English properly and some EVEN MISUNDERSTOOD the question...
but it came out that the 3 of us did not get the scholarship...
for sure, i was totally devastated not to mention, Oliver...
we were talking about that interview when we learned that one of the guy did get the scholarship despite how he misunderstood the question and how he didnt use english properly...
there were no tears.. only fury...
i told my mom that this is unfair and everything that i've been working for was a waste...
then she calmed me...
saying that it's not good to envy people's luck... and my turn will soon come...

but I nearly destroyed my future when i did so badly during my matriculation year...
my friends were saying that i was just too frustrated with the turn down of my overseas dream...
but they were wrong!
i'm not a smart student...
i need efforts and that was what i lack back then
when i registered for UniMAP...
my mom's word came true...
I got an offer to do HND in UK...
but guess what? i declined the offer...

i realized that it's just the matter of place and environment...
i can study anywhere...
what really matters are my efforts...
that will make my achievement even sweeter knowing how hard i work for it...
hahaha!!!

but dear friends...
i'm a big talker...
up until now, i still havent shown any progress...
haha!!!
yet i have to maintain my cgpa to keep my scholarship...
so, by hook or by crook,
i'll struggle to at least scored 3 and above...
now back to business...

TITAS Mode... Henshin!!!!