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Thursday, December 24, 2009

back... for now~

oho...
lama gila aku x update...
bukan pa... kan b4 this kena blok...
so mmg x harapan nk update..
blk cuti 5 hari plak buzy preparation utk internship...
kat tmpt aku intern plak line mmg haram...
agak2 la..
dlm hutan(bukan ladang ke?) kelapa sawit kot....
huhu...
anyway,
menyusul kemudian ada beberapa post berkaitan internship...
tp semua mcm x best...
adios!

Monday, November 2, 2009

sigh~

omg...
i've wasted too much time...
i wake up early everyday to maximize my day...
but i ended up sleepy and there's nothing much i can do...
argh!!!!!!

deja vu?

deja vu...
examination symptom....
people get too vulnerable and sensitive...
conflicts everywhere!!
however.....
better than the previous semester...
the identity of Mr. Hatred, Mr. Anger, Mr. Envy, Mr. 'Flamethrower' and etc are not being compromised.... at least not yet~
whatever it is...
study mode is on... library, here I come~

Friday, October 30, 2009

internship??

internship or as we call it Latihan Industri...
yeah...
it was tough looking for a place and i've been in that hell...
no joke!
but thanks God i got 1 and though its far from my home sweet home... at least i got 1 and yeah, its still in sabah...
there are about 15 left yet to get any opportunities..
but i dont understand...
you're not suppose to be picky when you're desperate...
come on.. 1st dec is just around the corner...
trust me...
u wouldnt want to believe how FAST time travel...
when there's a will there's a way..
forget about the allowance...
just grab the place 1st...
and work the rest along the way...
yeah... it's kind of bias saying this since i got allowance of rm10 per working day + scholarship...
but thats how the world is working dear friends...
you want something with an ease? keep on dreaming then!!
and i dont think that you will ever die of starvation or due to the lacking entertainment u cant afford....
we are gifted with survival skills...
out of desperation... u'll come out with solution...
but please... make it in the right way...
we are undergraduate and act like 1... in terms of thinking i must say~
and guys...
please note this...
when lady luck is just happened to be on your site...
its not wrong to choose the best...
we deserve it...
but when time running out... please re-consider...
its not actually bad helping others..
u're not losing anything... u gain something!
how worst is that??
and those little unfortunates...
i dont know how to put this...
but its just so wrong to envy people...
especially to those who dream + talk big but with no efforts!!!!!!!!!
i just hate u guys!!! sorry but that's the truth!!
everything happens for a reason...
that's for sure...
but that's not the excuse to not trying a little harder...
bla bla bla bla...
getting to that L.A.Z.Y phase...
gtg~

damn it!

ok...
now that i cannot log in from my hostel...
expect nothing from me with my posts...
whatever...
this is democratic??... denying students' right to express themselves...
why? insecure??
i dont understand....
damn ugly dirty politics!!
i hate u!!!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

oh no~

great!!!
facebook is now officially blocked in UniMAP...
not to mention many other websites...
meaning i'm moving backward...
not forward!!
whatever it is... life must go on... but the curse words come along for sure...

people will change in a short period of time...
we are supposed to secure a place in any industries or companies for industrial training...
i did get mine months ago...
but i havent confirmed it until last week...
i was waiting for better opportunity...
so when my other friends learned that, they condemned me...
saying that i was so greedy and that i should be thankful...
come on~ is it wrong to ask for something better?
after all... i didnt interfere with your chances of getting 1!!
so why bother? jealous?
and when they get it, i dont know whether they realized it or not... that they actually did the same thing!!!
and they shamelessly talk about it to those who havent get 1 without considering their feelings...
how sucks is that??

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

small notification

wow... i'm back!!!
seriously am sorry for not being able to update anything since my last entry...
once again... it's not totally Mr. Lazy's fault...
but internet connection in my place should be blame too...
come and live here for a week... and tell yourself how would you like it....
anyway...
life is as usual...
no big deal...
hehe....
got so many things to post before..
but now i've entered the writer's block phase..
anyway...
cant make it for tennis today since class will end at 5pm today...

Monday, September 21, 2009

2 for now....

1. Customers Are Always Right...

huhu..
i couldnt agree more...
but do we really use the right wisely...
it's our right to get the best service but bare in mind... they are normal earthlings too...
they make mistakes like us...
shall we be a little more considerate?
why blamed, condemned and insulted when they did some silly mistakes but they didnt meant it?
i can assure that they have feelings too...
put yourself in theirs shoes and perhaps only then u know how it feels?
where is the so-called courtesy Malaysians????
when a sorry is given... act like u get 1!!!

2. Malaysia... The Pride Is My Priority

that's what we called patriotism...
it's good...
u r willing to do anything to keep her name clean...
tourists... investors(is this the right term?)... INTERNATIONAL STUDENTS...
put them 1st... and our local citizens + students come last!!
a very good strategy to make them feel comfortable here and hopefully they ended up living and contributing here... in Malaysia~
but is it really appropriate when the price is to abandon our own people?
seriously, i do think this is a new kind of PENJAJAHAN...
after all, other people benefit so much from our country but our people are severely suffocated... trying to catch up with life...
come on la.... wake up!! help us first... its not wrong to open opportunities for foreigners... but its SO wrong when our own people have to get double-standard services!!

Thursday, September 17, 2009

SELAMAT HARI RAYA 2009~

Raya is just around the corner....
to all MUSLIMINs....

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI... MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN~

hmmm...
truthfully, i miss blogging...
but......

Thursday, September 10, 2009

tension!!

argh!!!!
tension2~
i really want to call it a quit!
but its just too late to do so now~
but sometimes i do think that this is too much...
why do we always have to be the scapegoat????
and why does we have to be bribed with something to FORCE us coming??
come on la~
its not that i dont have any other things to do...
after all, my main purpose of attending here is to get my degree with flying colours~
maybe some will say its up to us... if we want to go, then go... but if we dont want to go, its fine...
but hey, as i said before... there's always this 'credit hour' to bribe people...
they know we are desperately in need of those ch...
so no matter what it takes, we will go~
argh!!!!!!!!!!
whateverla~

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

hitting back

it's been a VERY long time...
some plausible causes:

1. lazy
2. time restriction
3. slow connection
4. forget password
5. laptop crashed
 
anyway,
there's nothing much new revolves around...
the same momentum every day...
getting bored but at the same time, getting used to it...
and it turn out balanced out...
so in a simple celebrity-like answer...
NO COMMENT~

Friday, August 21, 2009

SELAMAT BERPUASA

happy fasting dear friends~
this will be a great month since i'm on my mission to get my old shape back...
i've said this on the previous fasting month... but nothing much changes since I dont do sport...
but having some friends that willingly to play during this fasting month surely will help me a lot!!
and guys,
please dont ask me if i'm fasting or not...
i'll answer only once...
yes, i do join u guys fasting since it is not a mistake by law or by religion...
but i dont think i should really answer since whether i answer honestly or not,
u are still with your perception that i'm not fasting....
dont argue... i've been in the situation for 2 years in a row and i damn know well!!
whatever it is...
SELAMAT BERPUASA~

Thursday, August 20, 2009

some thoughts of mine~

-I-
why condemned specific authority when the main problem is actually caused by us?
I've said this before...
we cannot change people for who they are...
unless it's their own will to open up their hearts for changes...
certain authority really have done a lot, enough said... but we being ignorant simply doesnt make it easier for them...
now who's to be blame here??
though some may say that it is not totally us... but it's some of us...
but hey, majority kills minority...

-II-
i dont know the right saying but many great ideas came from craps...
but we Malaysian tends to laugh at people when they are expressing their own ideas...
being a courtesy Malaysian, it's normal for us to be ashamed and feel humiliated by the laughters people gave...
and that's the point when we kill those innocent fresh ideas...
thus, we keep living in this world of our own...
WORLD OF STUPIDITY... *is that even a word?? sorry~ my english is a no doubt bad~

-III-
parenting in Malaysia...
once my mom, her friend and I went for some club...
then this topic went up...

scenario 1:
European way of parenting...
Son: Mom, we had some calculus test today...
Mom: Really? So did u gave ur best on it?
Son: I guess so...
xxx
Son: Mom, the result went out today n i did really bad...
Mom: Really? But u gave ur best right?
Son: yes i did... but with my result, it's worthless
Mom: dont be like that.. it's like ur quitting... u've done ur best and u should have no regret... afterall, it's not like u'll always fail... try harder next time and i know u can do it...

scenario 2:
Malaysian way of parenting...
Son: Mom, we had some calculus test today...
Mom: Really? So how did u do?
Son: it's really tough anyway...
xxx
Mom: so how was ur result? did u get an A??
Son: Sorry Mom... i got C...
Mom: What?? a C??? that's what u get for keep prancing around!!!
Son: But mom, i've tried my best... besides the whole class got the same grade... even lower than mine...
Mom: u're different from them!! u should get an A! what am i supposed to say to my friends now?? if only u have studied harder, it should be fine!!! u're a disgrace to our family *this is a lil' bit over-exaggerating
Son: ...
Mom: How can u not be like ur brothers and sisters? they never get a C for their calculus!! u r too much with fooling around... bla, bla, n bla~

spot the difference?

Saturday, August 15, 2009

If - Rudyard Kipling

remember this guys?
these r some advises from a father to his son...
and it should be a great lesson for all of us for the sake of becoming a better person in the future...

If you can keep your head when all about you

Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream--and not make dreams your master,
If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings--nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!

thanks to Babas for posting this 1st...
it does really reminiscent me of how much i love this poem the moment i read it when i was 11 or 12...

ragam manusia

hisashiburi minasan!!!
wow...
it's like forever since i last posted anything here...
what to do?
i've added new activity in my routine which is tennis...
and that should be the answer why i rarely post any entry...
i used to write entries during my tennis hour before...
hehe~

anyway...
aku heran kenapa kita tak pernah nak stop nagging...
aku ngan member2 p tapak konvo aritu... tgk2 keadaan...
then dia mulalah komen itu, komen ini bla bla bla...
apa yg dia ckp tu mmg ada betul, tp 1 jer masalah dia...
cakap x pakai otak!!!
kalo dia pakai otak, dia takkan cakap macam tu sebab faham keadaan sebenar...
yg lagi panas, aku try explain keadaan sebenar, tp dia boleh pulak buat2 x faham...
ak ni dala panas baran, kalo ak betul2 lost temper aritu, mmg kn swing r mulut dia tu...
dalah daripada bertolak balik tu sampai ke rumah dia pot pet pot pet...
tension2...

lepas tu ada lg sorang member aku ni...
buat apa nak ajar orang jadi jahat?
ko sorang jadi jahat cukuplah...
budak semangat nak p kelas, ko nak halang buat pa???
ko x faham ke?... bukan semua orang macam kolah...
some people do take their classes, wlupun kelas wajib seriously...
jgn nak smakan kami ngan golongan low class macam ko!!!
ambik ko... ko yg paksa ak pakai term ni...
yang ak x bole blah tu bila ko keluarkan statement mcm ni...

"tak payahla p kelas tu... duniawi jer semua tu"

for me, statement tu da ke arah keagamaan... n fyi, ko xbole nak slahkan ak fkir mcm tu..
people entepret differently n u should know that...
ak x nak bangkang lebih2 sebab fahaman kita berbeza...
nanti ak kena tuduh timbulkan kontroversi plak...
tp kalo betul itu semua duniawi, kenapa ko masih datang kelas2 ko yg lain??
and bukankah menuntut ilmu tu 1 bentuk perjuangan juga??
ko jgnla cakap putar belit ek..
ak rasa sem ni ak nak pangkah ko balik r...
ko ni da terlalu manja!!!
n i dont know why some of my friends still bole tolong dia atas dasar kesian..
my friends, marilah kita bergerak ke arah nak tolong orang jadi baik, kita x cukup baik xpa, jgn tarik orang jadi mcm kita...
think b4 u help...
mmg tiru with sense is good...
tp kalo da tiru 10-15min da siap... tu copy with sense lg ke???
point to wonder~

oh ya...
ada 1 lg...
ak plg benci orang datang mengeluh kat kita...
cakap diri terpinggirla, orang tak suka la... bla bla bla...
then dia tny what's wrong with... kita da kenal n masak ngan perangai dia, kita bgtawla...
then dia pertahankan pulak diri dia cakap that thing is normal...
masalahnya skrg ni, dia ni ad prob ngan diri dia or orang lain?
things that appear normal to him x smestinya nmpk normal di mata org lain...
i dont know about u guys... but is it normal to talk about girls all the time???
and is it normal for even a normal conversation... dia bole masukkan unsur2 18sx yg mmg x releven langsung???
guys maybe suka cerita2 18sx but it is too much kalo buat macam tu...
org annoyed la...
maybe that's y org tak suka bergaul ngan ko...
hmm...
pape jerla...
ragam manusia mmg mcm ni...
itulah yg menceriakan dan menyakitkan hari2 aku....
~smile~

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

i'm back

wow...
lamanya xupdate...
bukan malas...
tp smply no time....
tambah plak ngan internet...
nak urus LI...
h1n1...
aigo....
kerja sampingan yg kn suru buat lg~
aigoo...
student life = busy
ada stuju??
btw, going back this friday...
byk ckp ak buang duit n masa since by monday next week i'll be back..
lgpn jumaat lepas tu da start mid sem break...
whateverla... aku tak kesah pun...
lepas jumaat... blah trus... maybe nek teksi jer kot... malas nak amik bus~
next week plak ak mid term bioseparation engineering...
hopefully dpt jawab...
hmm.. k la~
xde idea actually ni...
lma x blogging~

Sunday, July 12, 2009

my mom called...

huhu...
at around 9.30am td, mak aku call...
tp since kami masih lg tgh berlatih kawad... xdpt nak jawab...
then 1 hr after that, i called my mom... through my dad's phone number...
the 1st thing she said was:
"Boy, ada suda tiket kau..."
i told some of my friends that i'm going back to KK for 2 days... a week before the mid-sem break starts...
luckily Isnin aku cuma ada 1 kelas which is Safety...
so ak nekad nak escape kelas aritu... xpela En. Zul ek? saya janji saya escape kali ni jer...
and SUKSIS for sure la escapekan?
actually, i was reluctant to escape for SUKSIS sebab aku takut x dpt nak catch up ngan jumlah kredit hour utk pentauliahan...
tp bila fikir balik, ak jarang escape... so maybe... MAYBE jerla, kalo aku escape kali ni pun x affect byk sgt... kalo ada effect pun... nnt aku try r rajinkan diri...

the 2nd thing she said was:
"Result c CC pun kluar dah... negative utk test Thallasemia"
actually, my sister suffer from a weird illness...
benda ni berlaku recently... if you guys read my blog, aku pernah post pasal trip kami ke Sandakan utk support adik aku...
dia main bola sepak padang...
macam ni... hari dia balik KK, team futsal mak aku ada main malam tu... then dia join r...
sepatutnya dlm pukul 9pm dorg da sampai rumah dah...
tapi hari tu dlm nak masuk pukul 12am baru dorg sampai...
to be honest aku da cuak sebab ak call xdpt... dorg x leave mesej pun...
then mak ak cakap adik ak ni tiba2 pengsan dalam court...
so my mom yg da takut tu bawa r adik ak ni berubat ikut cara kampung... which is berurut...
then, the tukang urut said that there's something in my sister's blood...
but she didn't dare to say anything because maybe adik aku got illness that can be explain and cure by modern medication...
so parent ak decide nak wat thorough medical check up utk adik aku ni...
they went to a private clinic...
but everytime she go for an appointment my sis's blood always decrease... not much but the graph is certainly decreasing...
quit confusing because for every test she went, it's always negative...
then my mom decided to go for cara kampung again... the same place they went for berurut previously...
then the mak cik reveal la...
i don't know whether to believe or not... but who knows...
she said someone 'put' something to take my sis down...
why? HASAD DENGKI la...
mmg xde tamadun betul... kalo nak jadi hebat, practise r...
many doesn't know how my sister tried so hard to be what she is today...
imagine, dari 2003... only now that she's able to be proud of her effort... itupun dia masih mengaku banyak lagi yg perlu dia improve... at least what my parent and i say la...
so lepas habis almost 1k, parent ak decide utk teruskan berurut and at the same time, p regular med check up...
balik nanti ak tny la progress mcm mn...

hmm... itu jerla ak nak post...
daripada x update langsung kan??
hehe...
apa2pun... aku sabar menanti 7/8 nanti~

Friday, July 10, 2009

just letting off what's on my immature mind~

haha...
there's nothing actually...
it was just that i get offended by the statement made by someone...
for this sem, we have to take up either EQT373: Statistics For Engineers or ERT315: Simulation as our elective subject...
it just happened that Simulation will have no final paper and totally depends on the coursework...
they were happy and keep bringing the "no final paper" issue up...
i don't know the motive but to me... i interpret that as "u're so stupid to pick up something that has to deal with final paper... u're not good enough in ur study... so why put yourself in the abyss of misery??"
i know it is wrong to negatively intepret that way... but i couldnt help myself... maybe i'm a little bit emotional and paranoid but the way they speak, their intonation, and stare... yeah, makes me feel that way...
however, what offended me much is when SOME of my friends, make fun of me... no, make fun of us just because our time table seems to be on the 'loss-side'... and they keep on foresighting that we'll face lots of problems later on since we'll having final paper for statistics...
hello... learning is about learning...
it's not about which one will grant u more time to relax...
no pain, no gain!!
i let them know that it's not my concern that our time table starts early in the morning or finish late in the evening... i'm used to it... everyone does...
and regarding the final paper, u're lucky for not having final paper... but is it appropriate to make fun of us??
are u sure u're going to score this sem??
i can be very mean (n i'm slowly transforming myself to be mean)...
i can make fun of u... but i didnt because i know what it feel...
but i don't know why they keep on underestimating us... make fun of us...
whateverla...
it's their right afterall...
but dont cross the line...
and some of u might think that i'm too childish for thinking this way...
i'm so sorry for that but know this one...
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN SHIT ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK!!!!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

writer's block

huhu...
i got so many things to share...
but i just dont know how to start it...
and i hate myself for not being able to stick with my plan...
argh!!!
got to do something about it...
until then~

Saturday, July 4, 2009

malang si nasib malang

hari ini memang malang...
22nd June 2009...
guess what?
handset ak ilang...
to make it worst, ilang dlm rumah...
i dont know what went wrong...
selalunya ak tidur kat luar...
bole nak on9 or tgk tv or makan lewat mlm... n senang nak kluar kalo nak jmpa kawan...
ak tataw tp maybe kelainan hari tu petanda awal kehilangan henset...
ak kalo penat sgt pun, plg2 akan tidur pukul 4 - 5am..
tp hari tu, wlupun ak x kluar rumah 1 hari, dlm kul 1am ak da ngantuk da..
last2 kul 3am ak pengsan...
biasanya ak mmg x kunci pintu luar rumah...
sebab ak tidur kul 5 and 5.30 mcm tu da ad family ak yg bgn...
so its not a big problem la...
at least ada orang yg bole jerit in case berlaku something...
n kebiasaannya, bila bapa ak p hantar adik ak ke skolah, ak lbh suka pindah tidur kat blk parent ak...
gelap skit sebab bilik yg menghadap blkg...
slalunya, ak bawa henset ak...
tp x pulak hari tu...
then ak bangun kul 12pm lbh...
barula perasan henset da xde...
memula tu ak x saspek pape r..
sebab laptop masih ada...
henset motorola masih ada...
kbtln adik ak yg pompuan kluar ngan mak ak p med check up...
so ak wat andaian adik ak yg pnjm... sebab henset dia tinggal kat umah...
yg lg buat ak x saspen, ak kol, masuk voice mail...
so mmg kena r kalo2 adik ak buka sim ak utk pakai sim dia...
so rilek jerla...
bila dorg smpi jer, ak tny r...
adik ak cakap dia x bawa sebab xde kredit...
then ak start cuak...
cari pny cari x juga jmpa2...
then mak ak reveal sumthing...
dia cakap..
boy, maybe ilang da henfon kaw tu... kena curi *mengkali... abis *babuka tu pintu tadi...
(translation : *mengkali - mungkin, *babuka - berbuka)
omg!!!!
i was taken aback and went wtf!!!!???
bapa sial sungguh si penjenayah ni...
ak trauma gak r utk 2 hari...
tp ak tgk parent ak rileks jer...
dorg ckp better dr laptop yg ilang...
last2 bila fikir semula... ada betul dia...
yg lg bodohnya... dlm 2 hari tu ak reenact semula keadaan hari malang tu...
just to lure c penjenayah ni dtg kali ke-2 utk go for the lappy plak...
ntah apa2 la ak ni kan???
tp xperla...
so lepas 3 ari baru ak nak p amik sim card baru...
nak p da ni...
tp mandi pun x lagi...
kawan ak jalan pun xde sebab dia kat KL skrg...
nak bawa adik ak, dia terlibat ngan MALAYSIA - AMERICA SOCCER EXCHANGE PROGRAMME...
yg kecil ni plak, x sampai2 lagi dr skul...
ala... kalo sampai pun mesti dia nak minta blnja... kalo takat wayang xpe...
ni kalo nak McD, men boling n men arcade... maw tak mampus ak...
dala elaun x masuk lg...
so tpksa r p sorang2....
xpe2...
lgpn mak ak ad men futsal arini...
so ak nak direct trus p sna...
jimat tambang...
da2... cukup2 r merapu...
nak bersiap...
babai~

lagi2 buang masa

ok2...
ni sambungan entry ak yg lepas...
ok b4 that,
ak ni bukanla perfect or berpengalaman sangat k...
tapi ak pernah berada dalam situasi ni waktu sekolah menengah...
ak ni dulu kaki sukan...
cakap jerla pape pun.. mst ada penglibatan ak...
kcli bola sepak n bola jaring...
tp x bermaksud ak x main... main ok...
n yes, bola jaring pun ak men... just for fun~
bila dlm perlawanan... the most important thing is concentration...
sebab kita kena betul2 figure out what to do next to outplay oppo kita...
bukan senang beb...
koordinasi badan, mata, nak berfikir lagi... semua tu kena amik kira...
so kalo main sambil lewa... mmg xde harapan nak menang r...
kecuali lawan kita mmg hampeh~
what i'm trying to say is...
kita x bole terpengaruh dgn penonton...
aku dulu mcm tu juga... then mmg kn basuh habis2an oleh cikgu ak... c Shamrin tu...
dia ckap jgn peduli org lain... main jer...
so dari situ ak train diri ak utk abaikan penonton...
n sampai sekarangla aku macam tu...
dlu ak slalu ckp kat kawan2 jgn sebut nama ak kalo ak tgh bertanding... sebab ak ni jenis yg cepat disracted...
tp actually semua tu x payah pun...
kalo concentrate, mmg otomatik org kat luar kita lupa...
penonton tu bole kaco kita u see...
dari main ngan ok, jadi x ok...
sebab mental kita da kena kaco da...
nila yg terjadi ngan teammate adik ak...
just because dia tu rambut pendek, asset x menonjol sgt... doesn't mean that she's not a girl! pengurus x bodoh nak masukkan lelaki dlm team perempuan...
tula kesilapan yg plg bodoh skali tau tak?
kenapa nak terasa bila kena cakap2?
tgh main, be a pro... truskan perjuangan...
kalo da pecah mental, nmpk sgt dia main berterabur...
passing pun da ilang... nasib baik speed masih ada lagi...
maybe inila masalah kita bila bersukan...
n girls, ayula sepuas2 mana pun di luar gelanggang..
tp bila di dalam gelanggang, be as fierce as a tiger...
buang ayu tu... keras main...
n jgn ssekali pandang rendah ngan lawan...
even dorg x hebat n kita da sah2 menang pun, jgn belas kasihan...
trus main...
this is what we call sportsmanship...
n jgn depends on the ref...
mmg ref kena buat permainan tu jadi adil...
tp dorang manusia biasa juga...
ada masanya tersilap pandang...
so nasihat ak, based drpd pengalaman ak ngan teammate basket n bola baling dlu,
main as tiada pengadil... tp jgnla buat mistake yg kita mmg da taw silap kan?
selagi whistle x kn blow... trus main... even ada pertembungan ke ap, even team lawan claim sumthing is wrong, tp slagi ref x bunyi whistle, go on!!
no whistle means everything is ok...

buang masa lagi~

ni la post2 tertangguh....

huhu...
khamis lepas...11th June 2009
mak + aku + adik lelaki aku bertolak ke Sandakan...
huhu....
naik bus express jer... lagipun bapa ku tak ikut...
okla tu... ada juga teman nenek aku kat rumah...
by the way, tujuan ke sandakan tu was to give my sister support...
she n her team made it to the final of Sabah Games(SaGa)... women football...
the trip took about 6 hours ++...
merasala bontot cramp... dah tu kerusi plak macam kayu... kalo nak harap aircond jer kuat, baik x pyh!! huh!!
anyway, sampai jer kat terminal... semua da sedia da...
i mean kereta x payah risau... hotel x payah risau...
inilah kelebihan networking... mak aku dari KK da settlekan semua... call jer... member dia da tlg uruskan semua...
haha...
so petang khamis sampai, check in, makan...
ikan pari + sambal yg xbest + sawi msk oyster + telur goreng + udang sweet n sour + tauhu putih msk oyster...
huhu... x abes pun... maybe sebab perut dah masuk angin...
mlm tu xde plan sgt...
just nk bg adik ak tidur awal... then kami nak kluar p clubbing curi2...
tp aku plak yg penat... so ak suh mak aku jer yg p ngan kawan2 dia...
aku n adik aku poyo nak tido awal...
last2... ak bawa juga dia kluar p melantak KFC...
jumaat pg kami bgn awal... (padahal aku x tido pun)
get ready nak p stadium...
skip breakfast sebab istilah bangun awal kami was waking up at 7am...
game start pukul 7.30am... KK vs Tongob
bijak x time management??
so kami pun sampai... awal 10min dari team lelaki KK sampai utk bagi support...
conclusion... final nyer match boring!!!! of course team adik ak mng... 8 - 1...
tu pun silly mistake (which was initiated by my sis)...
tp conclusion mmg busan la...
sng sgt dorang main...
tp ni nanti ak post entry lain... based on my exp la...
habis match, coach tu ajak kami makan skali... KFC...
by the way, coach laki n pompuan dah kenal ngan mak aku...
da knl lama da... sebab b4 this dia mati-matian pujuk mak ak suh adik ak masuk team Sabah...
tp x juga dpt2... tp lepas 3 thn... adik ak masuk gak team sabah...
tp kitorang x join pun...
aku n member mak aku makan mee kari... mak n adik ak makan mee sup...
pastu plan nak p sepilok... tp sebab da tak sempat utk sesi pagi... kami decided utk p sesi petang...
lagipun nak rehat...
ala... ak bukan tidur pun... orang jer tidur...
kbtln HBO tgh tayang citer GREAT EXPECTATION...
antara cerita yg ak minat...
apa2 pun, petang tu kami berjayala juga tgk orang utan....
oya, adik ak yg perempuan pun join skali...
pas tgk tu, ada plan nak p tgk buaya la plak...
tp adik beradik ak da busan tgk... ak plak neutral...
last2 kami decide utk x p tgk sebab keistimewaan sandakan ni lbh kepada Sepilok...
so sampai hotel, kami decide utk just get together n rehat2...
lgpun esok kn balik da... kecuali adik ak, dia kena balik p perkampungan sukan dorg
tp as usual... kn bertolak at 8am... tp bgn kul 7.30am...
hahaha...
perjalanan balik ni kira ok skit...
tataw kenapa x terasa jauh...
tp okla...
so itu jerla yg ak nak merapu ek...

I'm Back!!

huh...
kembali ke dunia blogging...
broadband buat hal...
last resort...
terminate subscription...
puas ati...
by the way.. ak da balik Unimap...
huhu~

Monday, June 8, 2009

thinking skills~

sudah lama x update blog...
bukan pa... tp line intenet ada prob skit...
btw, byk yg da berlaku dlm masa seminggu bercuti...
kdg2 best, kdg2 bosan...
tp dlm seminggu ni, byk yg aku fikirkan...
ak ni satu hari berangan2 la dpt cari vaccine utk HIV...
mst ak dpt nobel prize kan?
tp sebab angan2 tu macam mustahil sgt utk budak degree mcm ak, ak trnkan tahap angan2 tu...
at least kalo dpt cari 1 mechanism yg dpt triggerkan penghasilan vaccine tu pun ak da puas ati juga...
for sure, nobel prize tu pun masih bole dpt lg...
wah!! lain plak tujuan ak kan...
tp kan...
mmg la vaccine ni utk kebaikan...
ni akan cerahkan lg masa depan mangsa2 HIV yg x sepatutnya kena...
ala... kan byk kes2 naya... org nk pedajal mereka2 yg negative HIV...
bukan tu jer, kecuaian sestengah pihak during blood transfusion pun kdg2 jd masalah jg...
lepas tu bayar pampasan rm1 juta...
1 juta mmg byk tp x setimpal la~ fikir la oi...
so diharapkan dgn penemuan baru tu, masalah ni semua dpt diatasi...
tp kan, timbul 1 isu...
bukankah dgn penemuan ini, gejala2 sosial akan semakin bertambah teruk?
seks bebas, seks sejenis, dadah...
kita bole letakkan price yg tinggi utk golongan2 ni... tp org bila da desperate, semua pun bole...
silap hari bulan, kadar jenayah plak meningkat...
ragut, curi, pecah umah...
bukan tu jer... bila da ada penawar, for sure la org da x ragu2 nak commit kan?
nak ketatkan kawalan ibu bapa? nak gunakan asas pendidikan agama?penguatkuasaan undang2?
bukan nak memperlecehkan tp kalo da nafsu...
semua tu tolak tepi... org yg tinggi ilmu agama pun tewas beb... kawalan dr famili pulak bukan akan membawa kpd kebaikan...
malah boleh sebabkan budak2 ni jd rebel plak... mcm aku cakapla... kalo da mmg nafsu, ibu bapa pun dorg da x knl sape...
hey, byk kes anak cederakan parent sendiri sebab xdpt duit utk bli dadahkan? so x mustahil pekara yg sma berlaku utk hal ini...
penguatkuasaan undang2? hmm... bole ke? tepuk dada tny selera ek?
tp kan... ini cuma pandangan negative ak jer... sape taw kalo la pekara ni jadi... penyelesaian2 ni maybe berhasil...
anyway... kalo nak limitkan pemeberian vacine plak...
nanti timbul plak isu ketidaksamarataan...
lepas tu mula la buat riot sna sni...
konon2 nak tuntut hak sendiri...
padahal masalah cari sendiri...
kalo nak ikutkan hati jahat... biarkan jer mereka2 yg mmg xpakai otak tu... tak pun tembak jer...
haha!!!
masalahnya, kalo kita bekeras xnak bg... mst benda ni jadi isu besar...
malah, bole sampai jadi isu dunia...
in no time... nama malaysia pun jd sebutan...
kononnya negara bias n x bertimbang rasa...
lepas tu nila peluang anasir2 nak masuk negara n take over...
x ke bahaya mcm tu?
baca artikel2 penderitaan masa zaman penjajahan pun da cukup menakutkan...
jgnla aku plak kena alami sendiri...
huhu.. minta2 dijauhkan... palis2...

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

kem suksis

huhu...
da sampai rumah...
so masa untuk tunaikan janji...

aktiviti 1 - LATIHAN MENEMBAK
hehe... spt biasala...
mesti tembak pakai Revolver .38 Special + M16...
tp this sem ada special skit... kitorang diberi peluang utk tembak ngan pistol baru dlm PDRM...
Walther P99 AS...
mmg best r...
wlupun markah aku skit jer... 60++ utk Rev n Walther (M16 x kena gtaw pun markah)...
tp ini da kira ok bg ak sebab b4 this dpt below 30 n below 50....
n aku rasa aku da taw cane nk aim... maybe skill x perfectla... tp bolela~
hehe...
n Walther tu sedap jer pakai...
mmg bestla yg pntg...

aktiviti 2 - LATIHAN LUAR (HUTAN)
haha...
mula2 mmg takut...
Jurulatih suruh kitorang imagine seteruk2nya keadaan time latihan nanti...
tp ntahla... aku bila dgr buat kat hutan lipur, trus x dpt bygkn keadaan yg teruk2...
ak siap imagine ada tandas lg... n jgn taktaw...
betul k.. ada tandas...
cuma kena jalan jauh skit r...
n camping site kami open to the public...
tp x kisah....
yg pntg.. bunyi jer letupan BOOM!!! ... mesti kena DOWN!!!
haha... mmg best r walaupun kdg2 agak tension r kn down atas tanah yg basah...
kalo dlu ada blajar Geografi...
kali ni, pelajaran dia lebih specifik...
mengenai peta... cara nak baca grid, teknik buat kawalan... banyak lagila....
walaupun demo cuma 3 kali, tp tetap faham teori sebab apa yg Sarjan Idrus explain mmg kaw2 best punya...
direct to the point...
ada 1 hari sesi masuk hutan... Ops Gagak Hitam...
time nila plg best aku rasa...
aku rasa team aku punya cooperation mmg the best antara semua...
bygkan, utk cari clue guna aplikasi bearing... ak rasa group kami plg advance...
cuma sebab ada prob dkt akhir check point tu buat kami lmbt...
kami igtkan ada 6 checkpoint... taw2 ada 5 jer sebab termasuk mula2 skali...
hehe...
xpela....
lepas set up khemah, kmai start masak... stgh cari kayu api, stgh jadi penghadang (equivalent to sentri... tp ini sementara smpi khemah siap set up)...
then makan ramai2..
wlupun skit, tp ttp best... pastu ada SEND TO... which is peralihan dari siang ke malam and vice versa...
best dpt dgr hidupan di hutan... tp kdg2 mcm gerun pun ada...
da bunyi lain macam kan... nk wat cane?
mlm tu ntah pesal most of us x tido...
so sentry bukan 4 org jer... tp ramai2...
buat unggun api...
duduk sembang2...
mmg best...
byk kali juga kn attack ngan BANDIT...
ada sekali tu kasut Ilya kena curi...
tp ikut testi dari group2 lain, bandit2 jaja story konon2nya group kami is the best...
bangga siot!!!
haha~
lg 1, utk mlm kebudayaan... km mng...
haha...
perempuan nari chacha... + Jas n Acap bertudung sebab x cukup ahli..
and laki nari Sajojo (mcm ni ke nak eja?)
haha...
mmg byk yg heran napa kami mng.. padahal bkn havoc sgt pun...
tp Doy ckp kami seiring dan sejalan... harmoni n ikut beat...
haha... even abg polis yg jd judge tu pun ckp benda yg sma...
so tq la kpd joe + marwan sebab b4 that, dorang da suruh focus utk at least dptkn beat dia...
hehee....

masa penutupan...
hmm... x pyh cakap la...
sebab kita manusia, semua yg dirancang xkan berjalan dgn lancar...
aku malasla nak naikkan nama sesiapa...
tp personally...
kita kena sentiasa bersifat terbuka...
kita sepatutnya berkebolehan menerima kritikan2 membina... tanpa perlu cepat melatah...
yg memberi kritikan pula...
jgn asyik nk condemn jer...
da bg kritikan tu, cuba try bantu nak improve kan keadaan...
bukan nk rekrut orang nak back up ko supaya leh lawan ngan pihak yg 1 lg...
it's cheap dude...
tu pengecut nama dia...
manipulating is not good... at least in this situation...
huhu...
and kita bila da mmg sah2 salah,
xpyh nak back up bg alasan...
just trima jerla...
telinga ni sakit pun terpaksala...
nak buat mcm mn kan?
nasi da jadi bubur... bukan leh rewind...
irrevirsible process katakan~
hahaha...
tp apa2 pun... jadikan semua tu 1 sempadan...
lain kali x buat lg...
we learn from our mistakes kan??

haha... hmmm.. tu jerla kot utk kali ni...
haha~

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

saja curi masa

huhu...
esok kami da bertolak ke machang, kelantan...
latihan hutan..
so as usual...
last minute packing... unpack, packing, unpack...
this is a severe syndrome of me...
tapikan...
barang2 skit jer...
malas nk beli byk2...
pinjam ngan marwan jer nnt...
aku 1 khemah ngan dia...
bukan apa...
duit xde...
in fact, da negative da...
pinjam cepot rm50...
hehe...
tu baru cepot.. yg lain x kira lg...
but aku limitkan total debt aku below rm100...
apa2pun... nntkan ringkasan aktiviti2 suksis...
until then~

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

ada apa dgn basikal??

lala...
last saturday... we had our program berbasikal...
program yg asyik2 kena tunda sebab birokrasi...
eventually, program tu jalan juga...
but seriously, AT THE WRONG TIME...
waktu semua orang da balik cuti da~
but x kisahlah...
yg penting, program tu jalan...
lepas la sudah tanggungjawab...

nothing special la pasal program ni...
just baik basikal dari wang ulu ke MRSM Beseri...
n some exhibtion drpd agensi2 yg terlibat...

em... overall rating, 3.5 stars out of 5 stars...
and this is all due to the poor participation..
ahakz...
mmg sunyi kaw2 punyala...
maybe sebab ada pihak2 tertentu yg xjlnkn tugas yg sepatutnya dorg lakukan....
sampaikan student mrsm pun tataw aktiviti2 d padang tu dorang bole join...
teruk kan?
padahal b4 this ak dgr pihak2 berwajib dah janji macam2 utk pastikan program ni nmpk grand...
x lupa la juga ngan basikal yg mmg "tip-top"...
yg membuatkan punggung ku bengkak skit sebab pad kerusi dia tu longgar sgt...
da tu kena trn brapa kali utk adjust...
haha~

whateverla...
waktu post mortem, baru prasan...
semua biro da buat yg terbaik...
cuma disebabkan oleh kesilapan pihak2 luar yg lain, mcm2 masalah timbul...
bukan nk ckp kitorang ni perfect...
tp mmg kenyataan MOST of the probs dtg dr pihak2 tersebut...

dr segi kerjasama plak...
ntahla..
awal2 lg ak da rasa x best...
sebab ad la beberapa orang yg poyo...
mmg kita da ditugaskan utk urus biro masing2...
tp xkan xleh tolong nk handle bila yg berwajib tu busy??
drpd kita condemn dorang, baik kita tlg....kan da sia2 tengking-menengking....
and ramai yg buat endah x endah bila kita mnta tlg buat kerja....
last2, org2 dlm biro tu juga yg kn bertugas...
wlupun byk kerja yg perlu dilakukan...
tp x semua mcm tu k?
ada juga yg baik ati n sedar tanggungjawab sebagai kumpulan anggota SUKSIS...
sanggup tolong buat kerja sama2...

ada 1 lg yg x best...
timbul juga skit isu senior n junior...
kenapa kita x leh nak bekerja sama2?
knpa asyik2 nk condemn junior?
knpa asyik2 nk condemn senior?
kalau mcm ni, smpi bila pun produktivit kita xde kualiti...
bole x kalo kita buang ego kita jauh2???
aku rasa x jadi masalah kalo semua pun buat benda yg sma tu hand in hand...
mst xde isu yg timbul sebab semua buat benda yg sma kan?
tp... entahla...
ini cum pandangan x matang ak jer....

apa2pun, program ni nttp best!!!
layan~

Friday, May 8, 2009

bla bla bla

i'd posted it before...
torture is my new definition for waiting...
27th May...
huhu..
right now I better get myself really busy...
and totally damn mad right now...
someone attacked me...
and i'm not well prepared
i haven't even build a barrack...
guess i need to create new acc...
such a noob~
and if you're guessing wth am i talking about...
visit www.travian.com.my
btw,
thinking of using twitters...
much easier i think...
but if shouting something on my Skype does stir some issues...
i guess i better not...
am trying to live peacefully here..
lol~

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

kebaikan dan keburukan last paper

keburukan dan kebaikan last paper?

kebaikan
- more time to concentrate (btul ke?)
- suasana da sepi skit... leh study ngan aman (btul ke?)
- da tak payah fikir paper2 lain (btul ke?)

whateverla...
apa2 pun kebaikan last paper...
semua tu berguna... or kurang berguna disebabkan 1 keburukan ni...

keburukan
- DAH MULA FIKIR POST EXAMINATION PUNYA ACTIVITIES... which is so wrong it could kill my motivation to revise...
kesan - on9, travian, dota, movies....

ces sungguh!!!
xpela....
mari menghafal rumus jer malam ni...
better than nothing...

Saturday, May 2, 2009

post yg dipengaruhi rasa mengantuk tahap 3

nak taw kenapa rakyat malaysia manja sgt?
sebab mmg dari awal2 lg dah terlatih macam tu...

o b4 that,
i wish to remind...
this is just my point of view...
tiada maksud nak mengata sesiapa...
so lepas ni kalo ada yg terasa...
u can GTH!!!
derma jer mata tu sebab x pandai nk baca reminder ni...

ak ambik final examination as an example...
final is when we are tested whether we really understood (or done a good job in memorizing) what we've learnt the whole sem...
but to fit all silibus in a 3 hour final paper is irrelevant...
so, lecturer pun akan bg hint part mana yang akan keluar... and should be given extra attention...
this is good since they are helping us...
tp apa yg nak di"highlight"kn sini is the student's attitude...
hint yg diberi doesnt give you the invisibility to asnwer all of the questions...
u still need to squeeze some sweat revising what you've learnt...
no pain no gain...
tp SESETENGAH pelajar just dont know that...
do u think it's safe to assume that the hints = the actual questions?
and when the hints doesnt come out (or it did come out... in a twisted form), u blame the lecturers...
saying the hints are useless...
come to think of it, sape yg useless???
nama pun hint... pembayang...
pembayang untuk menyelesaikan masalah...
kalo time sekolah nak manja2 bole dimaafkan...
tp kalo da sampai higher learning institute ni??
ini yg terbawa2 smpi kita rakyat Malaysia ni asyik2 nak kesenangan...
xnak susah skit...
kita bergantung kepada kerajaan sepenuhnya untuk sediakan kesenangan...
tp kita harus ingat...
benda tu tak jadi kalo hanya 1 pihak yang berusaha...

i didnt blame the students...
sebab aku pun student juga...
and aku pun mengharapkan hint juga...
tp at least aku n kawan2 yg lain berusaha juga untuk cover part2 yg x di"hint"kan...
bukan nak pulun hint habis-habisan....
kalo kebetulan keluar soalan sebiji,
then syukurla... walaupun maybe just coincidence...
kalo tak kluar pun, tak rugi juga... sebab da cover part lain...
kan??

tp kan...
whateverla...
nanti ada pulak yg pertikaikan pendapat aku...
wlupun pendapat aku x matang...
tp aku yakin n percaya pendapat aku masih perlu dihormati...
bukan unuk dijadikan isu lepas ni...
so... talk less...

Thursday, April 30, 2009

ke'merepek'an yg nyata

ernie skype aku tadi...
ckp byk post marah2...
haha...
isu lapuk da tu ernie...
so leh abaikan...

td paper yg aku plg takut...
PROCESS CONTROL N DYNAMICS
masuk lewat skit...
lepas duduk, Yap whispered to me...
X SENANG!!
OMG!!
matilah~

and the questions were...
no comment...
King did explain some questions...
but i was too busy to question the questions back during the final...
haha!!!
that affect pretty much...
got confused and...
no more excuses la...
bottomline, i didnt answer to my best...

whatever it is,
i'm so eager.. waiting for 27th may...
yeah... going back 3 weeks late...
but doesnt matter...
here's my rough plan...

25th may - finishes all activity and going back to UniMAP... do all the laundry and simple room grooming...
26th may - final packing and going to Penang on the evening... together with Nara n Jas maybe...
then depends on what they're going to do in Penang... I prefer doing nothing but going straight to the airport n wait there (lagipun tgh pokai)...
27th may - another reason why i prefer staying at the airport... i do not have to rush... haha!!! besides, i'm sort of a night crawler... so sleeping should not be a problem... my flight is at 10am...
arrive at KKIA at about 12pm++... my dad will fetch me up n arrived at home 15 minutes later, max...
so... the 1 st week - rehat...
next 1 week - spend time with friend ( not neccesarily 1 week in a row)
next 1 week - spend time with relatives...
next 1 week - spend time with family

haha!!! hebat x?
btw, planning to visit my alma mater...
sms labuan...
dgn Fauzi n for sure, Saifullah...
bah pa lagi geng? jom ramai2 jumpa d Labuan...
rindu dah sma tomyam di food court UK... nasi ayam... boling... purnama...
then Pullah, mlm kita p Poppin'!!!
owh... this will be among cuti yg plg busy skali....
and i even plan for a part time job....

looking forward for it...

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

penghabisan

okay2...
mulai saat ini...
aku declare ISU INI TAMAT!!!!
kesimpulan,
2 2 pihak salah....
pihak di sana salah sbb terlalu sensitive n emotional...
pihak aku sma gak...
semua ni bermula hanya kerana shout out...
sebab actually, aku terasa juga dgn some shout out dlm skype aku...
that's why dari da reda (aku padam da shout out tu)....
trus aku counter attack (buat shout out baru)...
n semua yg JAHAT2 aku post b4 this...
apply to me as well
tp jgn nak naik kepala pulak....
cakap diri sendiri x salah...
ni dah kira baik ak amalkan WIN-WIN SITUATION...




bad habit ni mmg susah nk hilang kn??
ak masih lg panas baran...
n masih lg dikawal oleh emosi...
bila da emosi... 1 kerja x jalan...
okla kengkawan...
mulai hari ni,
AKU AKAN MULA MELASER...
KALO AKU TAK SUKA, AKU CAKAP STRAIGHT FORWARD...
JADI JGN MELATAH BILA TETIBA KENA LASER K?
n please... dont questioned why i use blog to express my feelings...
SUKA HATI AKULA!!!
KO SAPE NAK CONTROL AK????
KO PANGKAT PE??
PARENT AKU PUN X BISING AKU MARAH2 DLM BLOG!!!!
WATCH IT!!!JGN KACO COMFORT ZONE AKU!!

headline pun WHAT I SEE, WHAT I HEARD, WHAT I FEEL...
what do you expect me to write?
post2 bodek???
GTH!!!

isu tak habis lagi??

terpanggil untuk mempertahankan diri sekali lg...
harap dpt jelaskn keadaan... or keruhkan lg?
up to you la...
bermula dgn jiwa kacau...
kalau niat nak share, x perlu tunggu last minute...
or maybe sebab berpegang pd prinsip ... usaha lebih utk hasil lbh...
so kami2 yg x usaha ni x layak dpt...
whateverla kan... tu cuma anggapan aku... xkan tu pun nk bangkang kn?
tp kalo rasa apa yg dibuat betul or da laksanakan tanggungjawab...
kenapa mesti melatah??
i quoted back
KPD SESIAPA YG DAPAT TIPS BIOCHEM TU, SELAMAT BERJAYA.SEMOGA DEKAN SEM INI
skrg, cb nyatakan dlm ayat tersebut perkataan mana yg MENJURUS kpd KUMP/INDIVIDU secara SPECIFIC???
in fact, kalo da rasa diri tu betul, frasa tu bole dilihat dr segi positif...
aku x taw apa org rasa..
tp bg aku, bila apa yg kt buat positif, kita fikir positif n vice versa...
bukan seorang yg ada tips... aku rasa lebih dari itu...
so kenapa bole wujud pihak yg terasa n pihak yg x terasa?
isu ni aku rasa simple...
sebab,
isu ni x sebabkn rusuhan...
isu ni x sebabkan pembunuhan...
isu ni x sebabkan 1 school x dpt jawab final...
kenapa harus diperbesarkan????
kalo nak jaga hati seseorang...
hati-hati yg lain mcam mana?
adil??
terpulang~

kalo sblm ni aku cakap aku undur diri bukan bermaksud aku kalah...
kali ni aku UNDUR DIRI MENGALAH!!
fed up!!
fyi, aku ni glgn yg xperlu dipandang pun...
aku tau aku ni sampah yg hina...
jadi mulai hari ini, please dont consult me 4 anything...
AND PLEASE DONT BOTHER ANYTHING I SAID...
sebab takut ada yg TERSALAH TAFSIR SEBAB SENSITIVE SGT...
aku translate - DAN JGN AMBIL PEDULI APA YANG AKU PERKATAKAN SELEPAS INI...
anda berada di kelas anda yg jauh bezanya dgn kelas saya...
lbh jauh beza drpd bumi dan langit....
semoga bahagia dgn hidup anda...
dan saya terus dgn kehidupan sampah lg hina sya ni...
adil kan?

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

again and again...

at the end of the day...
i still cannot answer...
despite all the efforts to re-do all tutorials and assignments...
no one to be blame...
except myself...
i was so jealous when all my friends walked out not too depressed compared to me
does my IQ really below their par??
or was it because I 've grew older... it's hard for me to remember things...
hmm...
moral down la~
tp still have 2 papers...
i've to be professional...
as a student, i have to endure it all...
though I have to fake my feeling...
whateverla...
x sabar nak cuti...
lthn hutan tu pun mcm xde mood jer ak nk p...
mst byk yg poyo t....
nyampah~
nak balik!!!

entri susulan~

chuckle...
elkcuhc...
chuckle...
elkcuhc...

damn!
i am now only 40% ready for BIOCHEMICAL ENGINEERING...
and after 10 am today,
i'll only TAKE A GLANCE on what GBS had told me...
n going to meet Amir at 10.30 am...
need him for some clarification~

by the way,
my friends (not to be mention here... you guys know who you are) showed me something last night...
i dont know what to say...
kalau itu ditujukan kepada aku... then aku gelak besar!
kalau itu x ditujukan kepada aku... aku ttp akan gelak besar...
means that finally there's someone yg let it out...
instead of makan hati sorang2...

(fikiran jahat)
tp ak x letak nama sape2 pun dlm shout out aku...
kenapa mesti ada shout out yg tba2 bertukar dgn drastik??
confius2...
ala... orang x kan cakap belakang kalo xde sebab...
org dlu2 ckp, pokok xkan goyang kalau angin x bertiup~
kalau nak fitnah pun, mst ada sebab...
tp kes aku lain... aku generalize kan shout out aku...
x tuju kat sape2...
even GBS tny pun aku cam reluctant skit nk confess...
tp dorg kawan aku... mst da bole baca perangai aku... mst da bole baca jawapan aku...
so, relevan tak kalo nk tuduh ak fitnah sape2?? ( xde kaitan pun)

(fikiran baik)
hmm... maybe something happened between si polan itu ngan si polan yg lain...
i dont know...
so benda tu bukan ditujukan kepada ak...

tp kan....
why do i prefer FIKIRAN JAHAT more?
why people?why???
tell me...
(chuckle)

kesimpulan - aku minta maaf kepada sesape yg terasa... sape makan cili, dia rasa pedas...
(smile)... untuk kali ini, aku undur diri... bukan maksud kalah... tapi sebab xnak jadi isu berpanjangan... aku dah bosan jadi RANDY sekolah menengah... atau RANDY matriks...
ini aku yg baru(walaupun hipokrit)... RANDY UniMAP... (puke)

Monday, April 27, 2009

tahniah!!! wtf?!!

why people?
why?
feeling insecure?
kenapa xnak share?
supaya korang bole berada di atas?
dan kami di bawah?
sy da tawar hati...
sy x peduli...
selamat berjaya sy ucapkan...
semoga beroleh anugerah dekan sem ini...
tahniah sy ucapkan...
truskan sikap MURNI anda...
sy salute anda~
andalah yg terbaik...
terbaik di antara yg terbaik....
tahniah sekali lg...

Monday, April 20, 2009

so-called story of my life~

i was blog-hooping just now
*(mg cari nahas tul kan? ada 4 chapter TITAS x start baca lg)

and i caught up something interesting in someone's blog...
i have the same plot he had...
so here's my version...

I'll never believe that I'm a good student...
I'm an average student...
average student who works hard for something...
*(works hard? bole caya ka?? i doubt that too.. haha)
together with my friends, we scored straight 5A's for our UPSR...
and I got an offer to enter a boarding school... Sek. Men. Sains Labuan...
frankly, I was left far behind by all the smart students there...
and I realized I need to do something to catch up...
luckily, I was among those student who scored straight 7A's in PMR...
and my momentum went well as I scored another straight 10A's in SPM (7A1, 3A2)

with that result, I filled up as many scholarship application forms as i could...
including the JPA..
i was on top of the world when i got accepted for the next stage...
during the interview session, i was in the same group with my neighbour cum childhood friend cum ex-classmate... Oliver...
in the group of 8, there were only the 3 of us who really outshine the rest...
some couldnt use English properly and some EVEN MISUNDERSTOOD the question...
but it came out that the 3 of us did not get the scholarship...
for sure, i was totally devastated not to mention, Oliver...
we were talking about that interview when we learned that one of the guy did get the scholarship despite how he misunderstood the question and how he didnt use english properly...
there were no tears.. only fury...
i told my mom that this is unfair and everything that i've been working for was a waste...
then she calmed me...
saying that it's not good to envy people's luck... and my turn will soon come...

but I nearly destroyed my future when i did so badly during my matriculation year...
my friends were saying that i was just too frustrated with the turn down of my overseas dream...
but they were wrong!
i'm not a smart student...
i need efforts and that was what i lack back then
when i registered for UniMAP...
my mom's word came true...
I got an offer to do HND in UK...
but guess what? i declined the offer...

i realized that it's just the matter of place and environment...
i can study anywhere...
what really matters are my efforts...
that will make my achievement even sweeter knowing how hard i work for it...
hahaha!!!

but dear friends...
i'm a big talker...
up until now, i still havent shown any progress...
haha!!!
yet i have to maintain my cgpa to keep my scholarship...
so, by hook or by crook,
i'll struggle to at least scored 3 and above...
now back to business...

TITAS Mode... Henshin!!!!

'BS'ing due to saturated mind... wtf?

hahaha!!!

hahaha!!!

hahaha!!!

they said laughter is the best medicine...
is it?
so y m i still in this severe stress mood???
despite of having some laughter? thrice!!!
nothing changes...
except for some cramp on my stomach muscles...
whateverla~

the point is...
i'm having my 1st paper tomorrow...
damn haven't completely ready for it...
i'm thinking of tackling down only the 1st 3 chapters...
hopefully it will works...
(rofl)

hahaha!!!
(now that's 4... but still no changes)

blackout

last night...
i woke up at 3.30am...
it was too hot for a night...
i went outside for some fresh air and suddenly...
BLACK OUT!!!
i thought there were nothing since it was 3.40am or something....
tp as soon as semua lampu went off...
1 blok melalak!!!
ya... MELALAK!!
tolongla... black out jer pun...
perlu ke nak jerit mcm esok da nak mati da??
eh, come on la...
kita bertamadun... tunjukla skit...
bukan nk halang kebebasan korang nk menjerit2...
tp pukul 3.40am??
wlupun study week, waktu tu da byk yg tidur kot...
x pandai bertimbang rasa ke?
ni siap main mercun lg.... isk3... tatawla apa nk jadi...
korang taw tak... lg byk korang jerit, lbh byk korang gerak... keadaan makin panas??
bukan keadaan jer yg panas... HATI pun panas gak...
kalo tension sgt pun, try la cara lain nak lepas...
jgn la pentingkn diri sgt smpi org lian yg tataw pape terganggu...
kan sia2 da kena carut...
nasib baik ak bole control emosi ak yg mmg panas sebab mmg panas tu...
kalo x, ada jer yg kn tengking...

apa2pun... ak ad dgr dr senior... konon2nya, time blackout tu, ada hilaian kedengaran kat Student Mall... hilaian apa, ak tataw... korang wat la andaian logik masing2 k?

Sunday, April 19, 2009

syndrome final??

syndrome final...
ni antara yg bole dibaca kat shout out2 skype member2 ak...
(chuckle)

1. minta maaf semua...final da dkt..bersama kita menggapai bintang

2. i dare mysef walk through the black body, run acros convection &conduction, being radiated, rush into dryer, jump on the evaporator, letting the mass being transfer just to see you my love. (h)

3. [ kAmI yAnG teRkEpIT.. toLoNgLa BeRi SeDiKit rUaNg ] [CoNtInUoS ReAcTiOn aLSo caN'T ExCeeD My CoNTiNuOs LoVe FoR U ]

4. AnY FinAL cOntRoL elemeNts or VaLveS cAn'T cOnTrOL mY LoVe fLow RaTe to FaLL iN lOVe wiTh U... (love) (drunk) *ErTi HiDuP PaDa MeMbERi*

5. |-) || I NeEd U MoRe ThAn aN EnZyMe NeEd A SuBsTrAtE (h) || .:mind.re-installation:.

tu baru student... kalo lecturer plak...

6. tired.......

7. To my students: If your eyes are blinded with your worries, you cannot see the beauty of the sunset. Good Luck for final exam. Ganbatte ne..

yg ni plak dak2 LI

8. (rock) free-doom (h)(inlove) ..i dont want to go back to wang ulu..l.i best....arrrghhhhh!!!!

yg ni plak yg da nak grad

9. sayonara dunia kampus... :(;(:(;(


dan utk yg final ni... shout out ak...

hari ini dlm sejarah, 18/4 - 1st time kalah ngan King... tp 1 set jerla... 4-6... x sempat nk proceed... damn!!!

dan ini balasannya...

randy, kalah tu tetap kalah even 1 set.hahaha


kesimpulan - syndrome final -> xde keja nak wat sebab sdy da x le masuk da... so copy profile org jerla...

Saturday, April 18, 2009

know ur enemy for an absolute victory!

1 way to win is to know your enemy...
but in my case...
there's no enemy... but ENEMIES!!!

21/4 - TITAS
22/4 - Thinking Skills
24/4 - Reaction Engineering
28/4 - Biochemical Engineering
30/4 - Process Control and Dynamics
6/5 - Heat and Mass Transfer

now that I've known my enemies..
will i ever be able to tackle them down???
i hate when i get myself confused!!!!
damn it!

hahaha....
whatever it is,
friends, it's not too late...
there's still time to squeeze some brain... *okay, my mistake... there's still A LITTLE time...
lets break some legs!!
yeah!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

emosi terganggu

sy bukan pelajar pintar...
bukan jg pelajar cemerlang...
sy pelajar normal...
yg perlu masa utk study...
kalau ada yg sempat baca post before sy delete...
anda taula kenapa....
buat masa ni, sy x nak komen panjang2...
buatla apa jua keputusan..
sy ikut...
tp sorry to say...
respect yg sy berikan MAYBE akan hilang...
sebab scr jujurnya,
hati sy skrg ni penuh ngan carutan!!!
just nak ingatkan...
student bukannya robot!!!
student ada emosi!!!
student manusia biasa!!!
student ada limit!!!
student ada hak bersuara!!!
student x perfect!!!
tahap pemikiran anda jauh di hadapan kami...
fikirlah apa yg cuba sy sampaikan....


p/s - sy x sebut nama sesiapa... sy x spesifik kepada sesiapa... kalau ada yg terasa, sy minta maaf... tp sendiri mau ingatlah... kalau kita x buat, kenapa kita nk terasa kan????? dan ini adalah blog sy... sy bebas tulis apa sj... hopefully x jadi kontroversi...

Saturday, April 11, 2009

aku dah nak final dah

actually byk ak nak post sbnrnya...
tp since asyik menangguh jer, semua da lupa...
haha!!!
byk crita... Hazriq ngan no bertuahnya... Makcik ngan selotape mengurai2... Cikun ngan kaki n kerusinya... Cik Mirray ngan 'hantu'nya... hahaha!!!!
tp ada 1 isu tu, aku mmg saja tanak post kat sni...
mmg ini blog aku, aku bebas post anything...
tp after reconsideration... ak wat keputusan utk abaikan jer... pendam sendiri sude...
bukan pe... ak nak tujukan pada org lain... tp nanti org lain plak yg akan terasa...
aku tanak la pasni hubungan ngan member2 pasni renggang...
nak2 lagi study week ni...
(study week la sgt...)
ckp pasal study week... isnin ada 3 lab test (kalo x silap r) ngan 1 presentation and until wed still ad kelas...
so memang study week tu da burn da utk beberapa hari...
time busy nilah aku teringat pesan Guru Wan aku dulu..
dia pernah ckp kat kelas...
"time dekat final, kena extra hati2... byk dugaan yg akan dtg"
so far, bila difikir2kan blk.. mmg btul...
wlupun x kn batang hidung sendiri, tp cukupla menguatkan teori itu...
jgn taktaw, nak dekat final ni la ramai yg akan berkonflik...
ramai yg bepecah...
ramai yg ber'pisah'...
kalau x pandai jg emosi (mcm aku..) byk jer yg akan terasa hati nanti...
tp hopefully benda2 ni x terjadi kat kami...

p/s - member aku accident... kena submit kat hospital sebab kaki patah and berlubang... aku tak taw kalo apa yg aku tulis pasni betul atau salah...
tapi aku suka dia patah kaki... at least dia masih hidup untuk terus berjuang... at least tangan dia x cedera teruk untuk terus study and ambil final.... apa2pun... Amy, be strong!! we'll always be there to support you!!

Monday, April 6, 2009

t+e+n+s+i+o+n

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mata anda x slah...
ak buat ala2 Senyum Kambing...
bg entri kosong (0 la sgt kan??)
sebab pe???
sbgi tanda protes.....
protes pe??
kehidupan pelajarku yg x seronok langsung....
buat masa nila....
lab test + post lab...
lab report...
assignment...
kelas ganti....
lalalala~
...

Thursday, April 2, 2009

taken from junny UTP... friend of Oliver

What do you miss the most?
:my family, my hometown...

What do you do if you meet the person you hate?

:act professional

One item you really want?

:an item to replicate wishes

What do you do if you’re talking to a stupid person?

:nothing... who am I to judge???

Last book you read?

:process control and dynamics... looking for Ziegler-Nichols method

The person you’re thinking of?

:now? there's a bunch of people... hehe

Last gossip you heard?

:last? from MakCik... about that couple... PANDANG KIRI~... haha!!

Last testimonial from?

:Che... regarding my intention to ruin his pic...

Last person to call u?

:MakCik... reminding me to ask about the Ziegler-Nichols

Last person u talked to, about what?

:Pan, my roommate... about the lab result her girlfriend and I share together...

Last 5 places you’ve visited today.

:dragon - finishing up my assignment, online, waiting for the bus

:ILP - conducting my process control and dynamics lab...

:boy's cafe - eat laksa + 4 waffles... 2 peanut butter, 2 chocolate toppings

:Muamalat ATM Machine - allowance check-up and some money withdrawal

:Study room - wandering off for 10 minutes

Last text message you received from..

:Isnap, ak SIBUK JAMMING ok, stiap mlm pulang bilik time subuh..Esok start sdh saringan battle of d band, tapi giliran kami sabtu lh.Nrvous2 - from Oliver, UTP

Last cousins you’ve met?

:my mom's brothers' families...

What did you do this weekend?

: what DID i do? IMT-GT... haven't post the entry yet... hehe~

Last person who kissed you?

:~ in my dream???

Last person who hugged you?

:keluarga angkat during our programme at Ulu Legong

Last person who pinched you?

:MakCik

Last item you bought?

:mobile phone... rm104... basic black n white nokia 1202... RIP to the previous one...

What is the reason you last cried?

:this is not IS... it's ARE... it came as a combo... 1. stress 2. saw something that really touched my heart 3. homesick... (thinking of posting an entry about this... but i've changed my mind)

What is your mood now?

:lazy~

Who did you meet 3 days ago?

:3 days ago? 1. Budi from Univesiti Negeri Medan, 2. Faris from UiTM Arau, 3. Tho from Prince of songkla University 4. Amir, Amin, Hafiz, Alfie, Nad, Asiah, Leong... a lot!!!

3 items that are near you?

: mobile phone, heat and mass transfer book, wallet

Who is your hero?

: My dad

What are your plans for next weekend?

: to finish up all leftovers... and start revising...

Why are you filling this survey?

: i don't know...

5 person you are tagging?

: fell free to tag yourself...

Sunday, March 29, 2009

IMT-GT 2009


IMT-GT..
stands for Indonesia Malaysia Thailand Growth Triangle...
what is it?
click here to know more...

huhu...
this is my 1st time participating in such a big event... last was during my Matriculation...
and this is my 1st time participating in sport for such a big event... last was during Form 5...
classic huh?
maybe most of my school-years friends, seniors or juniors will be surprised if they know that I participated in tennis...
cannot blame them since I was more known with basketball and handball...
but it's good that i have the gut to try out all sports...


so my 1st opponent was the Universitas Negeri Medan, Indonesia...
I was placed as 2nd single and my opponent was Budi...
straight to the point, I lost... 6-1, 6-0
comment - too nervous...
2nd game with UiTM Arau, Malaysia...
my opponent was Faris...
straight to the point, lost again... 6-0, 6-1
comment - no finishing...
last game with Prince of songkla University, Thailand...
my opponent was Tho...
straight to the point, i am born to be a loser... 6-0, 6-0
haha!!
but I dont mind losing...
since this is my first time...
besides, i gained a lot... no loss at all...

i've met with some new faces during imtgt...
or some i've seen before...
and this is great... as I've always believe, event like this, sports to be specific...
will always be a platform to networking...
haha...
and I'll try to use this network beneficially in the future...
typical!!
whatever~


ah... i get to watch some cultural events too...
from all participating Universities from the 3 countries...
it's great though there were some dances from my POV were too melancholic... (not sure if this term is correctly used)
but my POV is not to be taken seriously... it's their cultural dances and we have to respect them...
afterall, it's so wrong to condemn people when they havent done anything criminals... kan??
ironically... this is my hobby!!
~rofl~

got nothing else to share...
it's been about 2 - 3 days after the closing ceremony...
so i quite miss out some hot stuff to add on here...
though there are some lingering in my mind right now...
*hint = princess..., 7+12..., USM, UiTM n UNIMED...
haha!!! i'll keep that as my secrets~





Wednesday, March 25, 2009

ENVEX 2009


ENVEX 2009...
haha!!
never though that participating in an exhibition would be this fun...
if previously I hate this sort of stuff, but now I even started planning to participate again during my final year~

by the way, our project.. I@UniMAP got SILVER award~
thanks to all my colleagues and not forgetting... our lovely lecturer cum consultant... Miss Farihan for her advises and suggestion and her EM!
haha!!
Application of Effective Microbe and Designated Reactor in Biocomposting... that's our project...

and the best part of all, we got some ideas from the evaluator, lecturers and students as well...
this'll surely help us to improvise our project...
well since it's an on-going project...
hehe~
overall,
our school got 1 Gold, 2 Silvers and the rest Bronze...




tapi gmbr ini lgsg tiada kaitan ngan ENVEX....
ni cuma seorang makcik yg pelahap nak mampus!!!
dalah byk scandalous...
hahahahahahaha!!!!
dia ni mmg senget skit..
ad sape2 knl???

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

membuang masa

kawan2...
minta maaf...
ptg td... aku carut + maki + sumpah seranah korang...
aku mengakulah aku ni jahat...
sebab tu rasanya korang tinggalkan aku seorang kan?
aku nak join korang balik awal...
lepas habis kerja, terus rushing nak balik...
tapi aku tak boleh...
sebab aku kena bersihkan sisa2 makanan korang...
aku kena basuh berak korang...
sebab korang tak mampu nak buat semua...
korang kan perfect, baik ati... perlu dilayan macam raja..
kerja2 remeh mcm ni kena aku yg buat...
org jahat macam aku kan?
baru adil kan?
tp sejahat2 aku pun...
aku sanggup juga buat kerja tu...
walaupun ak lbh suka pakai istilah paksa rela...
kenapa tak abiskan apa yg dh kita mulakan???
kalo macam ni sikap kita... sampai bila nak maju??
maybe ada antara korang yg tergelak bila baca entri ni...
yelah.. sebab entri ni macam aku describe diri aku jer...
ya... aku mengaku aku sama juga...
tapi x boleka kalo kita tolong walau sikit???
or AT LEAST bertanya apa yg bole dibantu??
jgn main lepas tangan saja...
ini 1 latihan... untuk didik kita bertanggungjawab...
kalo dari mula ktia dah gagal....
x payahla pasang angan2 nak berjaya masa depan....
whateverla...
malas nak membebel...



apa2pun... thank kepada yg sudi membantu aku... yg sudi mengaku BUAT LAB petang td bila en. Anas tanya... n yg sudi stay lewat sikit sebab nak kemas lab...
yg x membantu n selfish tu... aku minta maafla...
sebab carutan aku,
sumpah ntah pa2 yg aku keluarkan tadi...
AKU TANAK TARIK BALIK....
fikirla aku ni ikut suka korang...
tp aku muktamad...
korang jgn anggap aku baik...
nanti korang menyesal...
huhu...
tiba2 aku rindu sem 1 n sem 2....

Monday, March 16, 2009

aku marah!

betul kata orang...
kita mmg kuat mendengki...
aku dapat tokoh perpaduan...
so what??
ada apa dengan gelaran??
kenapa nak burukkan org??
kalo kata aku tak layak... suarakanlah pd mereka yg memilih...
kalo aku tak menepati ciri2 PERPADUAN ko, suarakanlah...
bkn dgn memburukkan aku depan org lain...
FUCK YOU!!!!
aku mengaku aku pernah buat benda yg sama...
aku mengaku tanpa segan silu...
tp fyi... tataw la kalo ko perasan ke x...
aku stop lepas ak tgk ko tarik muka....
bukan nak bangga diri... tp aku siap gtaw org lain jgn ungkit pasal benda tu...
bukan nak tunjuk baik...
tp ada ko buat macam tu????
kalau ko nak sgt org yg ko harap tu dpt Tokoh Perpaduan.... meh amik plaque ni... bg kat dia...
ko nak buat majlis besar2an pun ak x kisah...
sekurang2nya aku taw ak x diskriminasi!!!
walaupun ak ni kdg2 profiling gak... tp at least ak x PREJUDIS!!!!!
xlah seteruk ko!!!
kalau da mmg bodoh.... bodoh la juga...
sedar diri skit...
bukan nk burukkan org...
dr ko nk burukkan org, baik ko study!!!
ko ckp SEMUA budak Chinese meniru.... ko apa kurang???
in fact aku rasa HAMPIR SEMUA kerja ko tiru kn?
at least budak2 chinese tu ada discussion kalo nk wat assignment...
taklah BODOH SOMBONG mcm ko!!
n 1 lg.... BUKAN SEMUA meniru ok.... aku taw sebab ak pernah duduk di kalangan budak2 ni...
aku just ckap based on what i see ok...
lgpun... kalo ko tau sgt dorg meniru.... kenapa x report??
kenapa cakap belakang2?
kalo dorang dpt markah tinggi, diam2 jerla... salah siapa??
lu fikirla sendiri...
kalo payah sgt meh gtaw ak,, ak tlg fikirkan... yelah... ko kan xde otak!!!!!
Go To Hell!!!!
kalo AF7 punya theme TRANSFORMASI...
meh tgk transformasi ak plak...
kalo terlaser lepas ni...
PADAN MUKA!!!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

apekah ini?


apakah maksud gambar2 ini???
malas nak wat entry...
pasni ak update..
hahahaha!!
actually nk tinggalkan laptop jap..
Dekan ngah bincang pasal lab ngan Pn. Hasyierah....
huhu...



hah! baru nak update...
actually gambar2 tu semua time ak and budak2 suksis lain p KHIDMAT MASYARAKAT kat Ulu Legong, Baling, Kedah...
malas nak flashback balik..
tapi overall program ni buat ak puas ati..
sebab pe?
sebab ak dpat mandi!!
air panas + air sejuk....
sampai 'mabuk' air panas... and 'demam' air sejuk...
huhu.. kembali ke zaman kanak2 jap... da lama since x mandi2 mcm ni...
air panas x silap waktu ak skolah rendah... kat Poring...
air sejuk(actually air sungai) last time f5 x silap... kat kg belah mak ak...
lagipun kembali kepada suasana kampung... sejuk (walaupun panas...)



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tapikan..
ada juga yg buat ak x suka...
pengurusan program mcm x teratur sgt...
mmg ada jadual... tp kami x kn bg pun...
just lisan jer...
tu yg susah...
sebab tu byk program yg x ikut time... kesian pulak kat family angkat...
in fact, malam utk motivasi ngan anak2 kg tu pun ak da rasa lain...
tataw r kalo ini disebabkan ak da besar panjang...
tp setahu ak, yg ak kn bg tawla... malam tu patut adakan klinik utk UPSR n PMR...
tp kalo tgk aktiviti dia...
hmmm~ no commentla...
ak pun bukan ada kuasa sgt nk komen2 ni...
kang dorg tembak kat ak plak sebab suka sgt nk me'rebel'...
tapi xpela...
xkan nak perfect semuakan???
hehe...



apa2pun...
mmg bestla....
ngan masakan2 kampung..
sambal belacan!!!
huhu... sedap2....
ngan xtaw malunya ak mengaku setiap kali sesi makan...
ak tmbh plg kurang 3 kali!!!
hahaha!!
kecuali hari Isnin.... sebab pagi tu srapan nasi lemak da tambah 4 kali...
lgpn sarapan ak pukul 11am....
mkn tgh hari kul 1 lbh...
mn x knyg??
haha!!
kalo x for sure 3 kali tambah...
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tapi...
sorryla...
haha!!
gambar limited...
bateri abes... x beli...
nantila kalo dapat dr pusher2... ak upload...
(kalo rajin~)