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Monday, September 22, 2008

wake up with blood shot eyes~

blood shot eyes for 2 days in a row...
wow!! going to go for a record-breaking session...
my record was 1 week blood shot eyes during my 1st sem...
everyday is a dramathon and moviethon...
but this sem i'll change the term to assignmenthon, lab reporthon, projecthon...
anyway... my life is not complete without fussing over something for 1 day...
so here it is...
we claimed our place as the most peaceful country for a multi racial country...
but the world must have been rolling on the floor laughing to death when they know the truth...
what is the truth?
why don't you tell me...
pardon me...
but that's just it...
i know some will refute but learn to accept the painful truth...
we are not as good as we claimed... shame on us!!!!

*(but living in Malaysia is the best afterall... HUJAN EMAS DI NEGERI ORANG, HUJAN BATU DI NEGERI SENDIRI, BAIK LAGI NEGERI SENDIRI)

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

not in the mood... Thermo?...pasrah...

tomorrow will be Thermo 2nd test... err.. 3rd?
yes... 3rd... including the mid-term...
but yet to start revising...
not in the mood...
dont know why...
feel so tired and feel like sleeping all the time...
or at least DOTA...
and damn politics again!!!
Pak Lah dares Anwar... which is bad...
and Anwar did not keep his words... which is bad...
Pak Lah don't be so sure with your assumption...
Anwar don't be too mysterious...
Pak Lah, you'll died of a heart attack when Anwar suddenly comes with the list of MPs supporting him... more than enough to form a new govt. ...
Anwar you'll died of frustration only to know that we have lost faith in you since you keep lying to us...
this politics scene has now become an infamous stage for dirty actors and actress of politicians...
funny... they are educated...
but the proved us wrong...
they supposed to be mature...
but they proved us wrong... my brother is better!!
when will this stop??
or is it to wait for the campur tangan from His Majesty??
but even by that time, I don't know whether this two will prove their loyalty or not...
what can I say,
It's always personal business 1st!!!!

Sunday, September 14, 2008

we have many high-rated assassins here in MALAYSIA!!!

Politics in Malaysia = Silent Killer?
or should it be POLITICIANS in Malaysia = HIGH-RATED SUPER ASSASSIN?
I don't know exactly what's their intention to mess themselves with politics...
but as far as I concern, they should put Malaysia and the 'rakyat' at the 1st place...
wakil rakyat la katakan... pemimpin negara la katakan...
tapi yang confius nya... why are there SOME politicians yang suka sangat merepek?
kalau merepek macam tin kosong, it's annoyingly okay...
but to use Malaysian sensitivities... that's so infamous!!!!
no matter what side are you at... Govt. or Oppo. , both are just the same....
the fact that using these sensitivities as their modal for campaign is so low!!!
not to mention their racism-applied way of leading their parties...
with those attitudes, I seriously think that they don't qualified or even have the right to be politicians!!!
they are not building up and sustaining the community as well as the country...
but they are killing them!!!!
they always said that we need unity to keep our country firmly in our hands...
ironically what they did will only causes anger in different races...
tak bagi Azan berkumandang? Utilizing English words or Chinese characters to replace the Jawi?
hello!!! that's so wrong!!!
Perlembagaan dah memperuntukkan kebebasan beragama... Azan is not something that will kill those who are not in the same faith with the Muslim... I know because up until today, I'm still alive... so why bother? let them be...
about the Jawi, why must it be converted into English or Chinese characters? if the reason is because most people nowadays don't understand the Jawi, then I say it's nonsense!!!
English is acceptable because majority Malaysia understand them... but Chinese characters?? NO!! even some of the chinese are not familiar with the characters... so it is just the same, isn't it?
well... those are just some examples of how fool and peace-killer can politicians be....
more yet to write but I'll save that up...
and I'm not mentioning any names here....
so any speculations is on your own...

Saturday, September 13, 2008

masyarakat subsidi??

today,
I've been refreshed by ASP Azmi's speech... I wanted to make an entry about this some time ago but I didn't...
it's about the term 'MASYARAKAT SUBSIDI'...
during the debate between Dato' Seri Anwar Ibrahim(AI) and Dato' Ahmad Shabery Cheek(AS),
AI once quoted that the word 'SUBSIDI' is very low... but I personally feel that technically, the term 'subsidi', 'bantuan', 'insentif' etc are no difference in execution...
so when I referred to the term Tuan Azmi used just now, MASYARAKAT SUBSIDI, with no doubt I picturized how low our community is... ouch!! but yes, that's the fact...

currently, the custom has been offering RM10k to any informant, that will enable them to track and catch the culprits behind firecrackers smuggling... wow! RM10k??? are you kidding me? is that really neccesary? if I'm not mistaken, it has been declared that firecrackers (most types) are illegal... so it should be our responsibilities to cooperate with the authorities to solve this problem... why must the authorities be so desperate that they have to offer RM10k for information??? bear this in mind... RESPONSIBILITIES OVER SELF-PRESSURE!!

Tuan Azmi told that to get a member of RAKANCOP is not a piece of cake... FAQ-what will I get if i join RAKANCOP... there you go... indirectly, you are implying that you'll join if you are offered with something but for sure you'll be reluctant when there nothing that they can provide... but let me re-tell what Tuan Azmi's opinion about this... will it be wrong for us to contribute to our community? will it be the PDRM's fault if crimes occur in our place? will it be the PDRM's fault when the suspect is unable to get caught? before anything else, I'll answer NO! policemen are human too... they have their limits... without cooperation from us, there's nothing much they can do... but when we are targetting for some incentives rather than helping them sincerely, there will be more and more crimes in Malaysia....

is it a must to have prizes before we Malaysians are willingly to help? luckily NOT ALL of us are of the same 'gene'... I don't know what will happen next if the later is proven wrong... but what's the point? majority kills the minority... and that leads us to the term MASYARAKAT SUBSIDI!

Monday, September 8, 2008

sedikit sinar berpuasa di UniMAP...

when i post the entry before..
I did stated that I'll not willingly join them to have a berbuka session because I'm so annoyed...
but guess what?
I proved myself wrong when I did join them today...
but of course this is a group of open-minded peers of mine...
I did not feel like stranger with them and they know very well about what to talk so that the suasana is not that janggal... considering I'm not a Muslim... which is very good...
so maybe I should take back some of my words...
after all, humans are different in every way and they just happened to be the different one....
lucky me...
so we had pizza...



my order?
Chicken Supreme personal size + cheese baked rice = RM22 (+ govt tax)...


mahalnya!!!! but it's okay sebab I'm using the RM50... my part of the RM3600 prize money awarded from UniMAP for our achievement to become the champion of the Kawad Kemerdekaan...
so here's the crew...
the BOYS - me + Hazriq + Najib + Safwan + Redzuan



the GIRLS - Ilya + Hidayah B + Hidayah O + Munirah + Hanim + 'Adilah + Adila + Idrin + Amirah




tapi sayang sekali sebab ada yang tak dapat datang... Wang Ulu hujan lebat... huhu... it's okay... we still have time kan??





so bila nak buka sama2 lagi??
-wink-

Sunday, September 7, 2008

perbezaan ketara PUASA di UniMAP and SMSL + KK

huhu....
memang betul...
aku memang rindu suasana Ramadhan di KK... and my 2nd hometown, WP Labuan...
walaupun Ramadhan actually tidak membawa maksud yang signifikan dalam hidup aku... (fyi, i'm not a Muslim)
tapi aku tetap rindukan suasana itu...
tidak keterlaluan jika aku nyatakan aku cukup menyampah dengan suasana SEMASA musim berpuasa di sini...
don't get me wrong... this is not an agenda of racism... I have my own reason....

TAPI SEBELUM ITU, INI CUMALAH PENDAPAT AKU SEMATA-MATA...TIADA LANGSUNG UNSUR PROVOKASI... CUMA MAHU MELUAHKAN PERASAAN...

okay, semua dah sedia maklum yang aku ni bukan Muslim... and I go to Church for the Sunday mass... so, kenapa jadi isu sama ada aku ni berpuasa atau tidak? you might say that they were just asking... ok fine... but everything has it's limit ok... what do you feel when you are telling them the truth, but they don't believe you? yet, they keep asking you whether you are fasting or not? tell them a lie saying you are not fasting? why would i do that?? to shut their mouth up?? what the fuck I say!!! and people here have one thing in common... dorang ni suka sangat nak guna alasan yang bunyi macam ni... "Ala... ko tak puasa bolehlah... aku puasa...." i was like.... what the hell are you talking about?? benda tu tak jadi masalah okay?? kalau aku cakap yang aku even sahur pun tak makan, apatah lagi breakfast and lunch, semata-mata sebab nak bertolak ansur dengan housemates, will you ever believe? TO THE HELL WITH NO!! but i still can do the same thing, which you claimed you cannot do because you're fasting! hello.... what's the difference? let me tell you.. the differences are mainly because you're doing it for religious factor and you have to NIAT... but for me, i did it because i wanted to and i don't have to niat... but technically, it's just the same.... we don't take any food or drink until Maghrib.... kan? lagi 1.. puasa tu kan 1 kewajipan... bila ko cakap macam tu, indirectly aku rasa macam ko tak ikhlas laksanakan tanggungjawab ko tu... aku tau ayat aku ni mesti akan dipertikaikan... tapi ini apa yang aku rasa okay... ko tak boleh nak senang-senang ubah fikiran aku ikut fikiran ko yang sempit lagi kolot tu!!!

ada 1 insiden,
aku p bazar nak beli makanan... then adalah suara sumbang cakap macam ni... "eh randy, hang tak puasa!!mana boleh makan!!" what was that??? selama aku hidup ni, tak pernah aku dengar orang yang tak puasa tak boleh makan, lebih-lebih lagi bila orang tu Non-Muslim... ko tu siapa nak tentukan aku boleh makan ke tak?? Tuhan?? aku dah fed up lah... apatah lagi dengan orang yang terdekat dengan aku... dia saksi aku tak makan and tak minum sepanjang hari... but bila ada orang tanya and aku jawab aku memang tak makan, dia boleh cakap aku tipu... makan and minum kat rumah... kalau lepas tu dia cakap dia melawak and perbetulkan ayat dia, aku tak kisah... ini... bukanlah maksud aku nak megah-megahkan diri aku ni, konon-kononnya aku ni pun tak puasalah... but I deserve the penghormatan... apa yang orang tu buat is like menjatuhkan maruah aku!! ask me have i ever did that to him?? no... sebab aku jaga hati dia... tapi lepas ni sorrylah...

so guys, janganlah ajak aku sahur or buka puasa sama-sama k? bukan aku tak nak... bukan juga aku ni sombong... tapi sebab aku memang tak tahan ngan sikap kolot korang... lebih baik orang yang TAK PUASA AND TAK BOLEH MAKAN SEBAB TAK PUASA ni makan sendirian... I've got no problem with that at all!!!

apa kaitan ngan tajuk entry ni? well, kat KK and WP Labuan, tiada benda2 ni semua.... sama ada kita yang Non-Muslim ni puasa atau tidak,itu tidak menjadi 1 isu... dorang faham... tanya sekali and that's it... tiada rebuttal session lagi... everybody is treated the same way... tiada ayat-ayat prejudis... tiada yang guna alasan puasa bila nak buat kerja... memang 360 degree beza lah... so that's why i miss suasana Ramadhan di KK and WP Labuan...





Thursday, September 4, 2008

headbang!!!

what is happening to me??????
this sem is really disastrous...
with on going assignment and projects...
i just can't kep the pace...
i barely able to breath...
help me!!!!!!!!!!!
will i get to maintain my cgpa????
damn!!!
it's so frustrating!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, September 1, 2008

congratulations SUKSIS

haha...
finally... a hard one week training of marching paid off...
we went off for the Kawad Kemerdekaan with hope and confidence...
every each of us gave our best comitment towards the team to ensure that not even a single point goes to Mr. Penalty...
it's true what Sergent Fuzi told us...
COOPERATION...
that's the key word...







anyway, congratulations to SUKSIS for becoming the champion for Kawad Kemerdekaan this year under its category...






at least this will shut SOME OF THOSE PALAPES mouths up...
notice that I did emphasized on the phrase SOME OF THOSE... so I don't mean the overall members okay...
please don't get offended... but if you do, who cares!!!
this is what i feel... the story of my life and you read if you want... the core is I know my rights...
by the way, I'd like to take this oppurtunity to congratulate the UniMAP staffs for being the CHAMPION under its category...


and also the PALAPES for being the 2nd runner up...