sigh~

omg...
i've wasted too much time...
i wake up early everyday to maximize my day...
but i ended up sleepy and there's nothing much i can do...
argh!!!!!!

deja vu?

deja vu...
examination symptom....
people get too vulnerable and sensitive...
conflicts everywhere!!
however.....
better than the previous semester...
the identity of Mr. Hatred, Mr. Anger, Mr. Envy, Mr. 'Flamethrower' and etc are not being compromised.... at least not yet~
whatever it is...
study mode is on... library, here I come~

internship??

internship or as we call it Latihan Industri...
yeah...
it was tough looking for a place and i've been in that hell...
no joke!
but thanks God i got 1 and though its far from my home sweet home... at least i got 1 and yeah, its still in sabah...
there are about 15 left yet to get any opportunities..
but i dont understand...
you're not suppose to be picky when you're desperate...
come on.. 1st dec is just around the corner...
trust me...
u wouldnt want to believe how FAST time travel...
when there's a will there's a way..
forget about the allowance...
just grab the place 1st...
and work the rest along the way...
yeah... it's kind of bias saying this since i got allowance of rm10 per working day + scholarship...
but thats how the world is working dear friends...
you want something with an ease? keep on dreaming then!!
and i dont think that you will ever die of starvation or due to the lacking entertainment u cant afford....
we are gifted with survival skills...
out of desperation... u'll come out with solution...
but please... make it in the right way...
we are undergraduate and act like 1... in terms of thinking i must say~
and guys...
please note this...
when lady luck is just happened to be on your site...
its not wrong to choose the best...
we deserve it...
but when time running out... please re-consider...
its not actually bad helping others..
u're not losing anything... u gain something!
how worst is that??
and those little unfortunates...
i dont know how to put this...
but its just so wrong to envy people...
especially to those who dream + talk big but with no efforts!!!!!!!!!
i just hate u guys!!! sorry but that's the truth!!
everything happens for a reason...
that's for sure...
but that's not the excuse to not trying a little harder...
bla bla bla bla...
getting to that L.A.Z.Y phase...
gtg~

damn it!

ok...
now that i cannot log in from my hostel...
expect nothing from me with my posts...
whatever...
this is democratic??... denying students' right to express themselves...
why? insecure??
i dont understand....
damn ugly dirty politics!!
i hate u!!!

oh no~

great!!!
facebook is now officially blocked in UniMAP...
not to mention many other websites...
meaning i'm moving backward...
not forward!!
whatever it is... life must go on... but the curse words come along for sure...

people will change in a short period of time...
we are supposed to secure a place in any industries or companies for industrial training...
i did get mine months ago...
but i havent confirmed it until last week...
i was waiting for better opportunity...
so when my other friends learned that, they condemned me...
saying that i was so greedy and that i should be thankful...
come on~ is it wrong to ask for something better?
after all... i didnt interfere with your chances of getting 1!!
so why bother? jealous?
and when they get it, i dont know whether they realized it or not... that they actually did the same thing!!!
and they shamelessly talk about it to those who havent get 1 without considering their feelings...
how sucks is that??

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wow... i'm back!!!
seriously am sorry for not being able to update anything since my last entry...
once again... it's not totally Mr. Lazy's fault...
but internet connection in my place should be blame too...
come and live here for a week... and tell yourself how would you like it....
anyway...
life is as usual...
no big deal...
hehe....
got so many things to post before..
but now i've entered the writer's block phase..
anyway...
cant make it for tennis today since class will end at 5pm today...

2 for now....

1. Customers Are Always Right...

huhu..
i couldnt agree more...
but do we really use the right wisely...
it's our right to get the best service but bare in mind... they are normal earthlings too...
they make mistakes like us...
shall we be a little more considerate?
why blamed, condemned and insulted when they did some silly mistakes but they didnt meant it?
i can assure that they have feelings too...
put yourself in theirs shoes and perhaps only then u know how it feels?
where is the so-called courtesy Malaysians????
when a sorry is given... act like u get 1!!!

2. Malaysia... The Pride Is My Priority

that's what we called patriotism...
it's good...
u r willing to do anything to keep her name clean...
tourists... investors(is this the right term?)... INTERNATIONAL STUDENTS...
put them 1st... and our local citizens + students come last!!
a very good strategy to make them feel comfortable here and hopefully they ended up living and contributing here... in Malaysia~
but is it really appropriate when the price is to abandon our own people?
seriously, i do think this is a new kind of PENJAJAHAN...
after all, other people benefit so much from our country but our people are severely suffocated... trying to catch up with life...
come on la.... wake up!! help us first... its not wrong to open opportunities for foreigners... but its SO wrong when our own people have to get double-standard services!!